Thankful and really touched for new friends who can seem to understand. My struggle and confusion over being a councillor/senior/ogl seems to have subsided with just a thankful text from just one og kid. I know I’m being a tad bit dramatic, but I feel much more relieved now. Now, I know that I can try to be the general hype-up-the-atmosphere kind of senior as well as form personal bonds and be real at the same time. It’s not easy, but I will try my best. It’s really an incredible feeling to be valued? (is that the word?) by someone.
On the contrary I’m starting to feel really disappointed with someone I really thought I could call close and really special. I’ve always thought I was someone special to that person but I just I’m just one of the many normal friends that you have. And between us is really nothing concrete, only superficiality.
We don’t need to conform to society’s norm, if it’s not what makes us happy.