Sometimes I question why I live like this when people can live just as well being selfish or caring for their own needs. Sometimes I think it’s easier to be selfish and self-centered because it’s so tiring trying to look out for the needs of other people but they only look out for their own. How much less energy consuming that would be.
But then I realise this is not what would make me happy and not what God tells me to do. Cheesy as it is, I don’t think I’d be much happier or happier at all being selfish. Giving is better than receiving.
I just need to be less concerned over what people think of me and just being who I am and doing what I want to.
I feel as if I’ve gained so much more from our meeting than I have given.